Thursday, July 29, 2010

bebel pagi hari

ehem..ehem...
adoi..manyak sakit ini tekak..
duk ulang alik ke tndas aje sminggu ni..
klu ade yang nk muntah kt tandas tuh..
bolehla berbuat demikian.

nk wat camne..
aku ni duk 'seng' aje hingus+kahok menghijau ni..
erm..kat 2 gelung tisu tandas agaknya aku rembat.
hahahha..
makan ubat batuk buat kan aku pening..
so..i do not take ubt batuk anymore.

today,im fasting..
puase sunat..mane taw boleh tampal puase yang tak memuaskan.
heh..ade ker??
ye kot..

mane la cik ana ni..
cr kat bilik die takde..
almaklumlah..hp sony aku rosak.
so inilah jadahnya..
maen aum cak kat bilik, sampai2 xde orang.

tp takpela kan..
alang2 tuh..senaman sket..
jalan-jalan..asyik duk lam bilik airkon ajek..
terperuk je dunia aku..
hahaha...

awal2 pg dah pg kaco mat pih..
bosan gle..
duk membongkok sembang kat kaunter Bhgn Pentadbiran tuh..
haah..
last2..mai kak kaunter..
blakon la...ape lg..
mat pih trus lari..cet!
penakut betol..
lenkali aku kaco mu lagi ye pih..
hahhahah..

apela aku membebel lam ni..
bosan thap gaban r ni..xde keje nk buat.
mak oi....buat la keje!!!

Monday, July 26, 2010

kini lebih ceria

come back!!!
td pg solat..naek lif..surau tngkat bwh sana..
amik wuduk..
air sejuk..dingin..

capai telekung smayang..selesai solat..
lps doa siap2..
ternampak buku-buku yasin kat rak lam surau td..
aku capai buku yasin biru..
sebelum bc..
bisik dalam hati..
"ya Alllah..ringan kan lah pening kepalaku..permudahkan lah segalanya utkku.."

syukur Alhamdulillah..
selesai bc yasin..hati mula tenang..
kepala ringan skit dr td..

itu bukanlah rahsia baru..
samaada mls atau tiada kelapangan mase..
tp fikir-fikirkanlah..
curiklah mase
ingt 5 perkara sebelum dtg 5 perkara..

1. muda sebelum tua
2. sihat sebelum sakit
3. lapang sebelum sibuk
4. kaya sebelum miskin
2. hidup sebelum mati.

want to remind myself always..

flying

ya Allah..
syukur kehadratmu aku masih lagi bernyawa
ntah kenapa hatiku resah
xkeruan aje hari ni..
maybe hidung ni duk sok sek ajerk..tekak pun perit semcm..
batuk2...huhu...bdn pon still pns lagi
not 100% chat..
ubat dah abes aku mkn..

jatuh sakit??
jatuh sakit itu lumrah..Tuhan nk uji dan ampunkan dosa kita(hendaknya..)
kalau org tuh xpernah jatuh sakit,apa halnya??
firaun 400 tahun tak sakit..
sbb tula takabbur n bongkak tak mau sujud kpd Allah
dan mengaku diriya tuhan.
hehe..sorila kalau jarang sakit..not mean that..

knape pinggang ku asyik lenguh2??
kenape pening2??
dahi kerut2??

what im thinking rite now??
maybe stress..
stress..stress..
xchat jd stress kot..

duk dgr Dr Fadhilah Kamsah nye motivasi..

how to cope stress??
1 .minum air kosong byk2..2-3 liter sehari
2. peluk baby..betol...baby bleh comfort n belai emosi kite..
3. jgn suka cr gaduh!!
4. don't be a serious person
5. mkn byk buah dr sumber vitamin c..orange!!
6. jgn pilih sedih, murung..kenapa xpilih ceria??
7. bykkan berdoa dan beribadat..sucikan hati..
8. maafkan semua orang...dr lebih tenang..

so...ceria2 kan lah diri anda..bersama orang yang tersayang...........=)

im trying to smile...
im tring to be happy
im trying to enjoy life
im trying......

i feel want to fly..

Friday, July 16, 2010

doing my research

venue : Tadika Si Kecil Pintar, Seksyen 4
date : 15/7/2010
time : 10.30-12.30 am

yesterday, as i told you in my last post..im doing my research ,rite?
if u had read my post..haha..
so, hari ni without doing nothing..terbuka hati tuk menaip pasal visit semalam..
i went to tadika with kak hana..(mujurlah ada teman)

sesampai je kat sana..the kids duk rehat..
ade yang duk mkn...ade jugak yang lari berkejaran ngan kwn2..
teringat time kte mase kindergarten dlu..
hahah..berhingusan lagik..
ktorang disambut oleh cikgu2 kat sana..

then, menunggu tuk kls IT for 4years kids at 11.30-12.00 am
dalam mse tuh, kak hana had read my proposal report.
and she commented and suggested that maybe i should do like this..change this...
yes, she helps me alot..
and i really need someone to guide me..
syukur Alhamdulillah Allah kurniakan seseorang tuk memberi tunjuk ajar..amin...

kaka hana is also doing a research about usability evaluation
dr network terjun ke HCI (tak nak pening2kan kepala katenye)
but our research scope is different
yela..phd n degree tuh jauh bezanya..(rendah diri)
tak sangka plak dpt berkenalan dengan orang yang jauh berpengalaman dalam bidang akademik nih..
syukur sgt..she is very humble..
kata orang.."Baik membawa resmi padi daripada membawa resmi lalang"

i took some pictures and videos for my research


the kids need guidance from their teachers
















they are trying to do it by themselves





this boy is tapping the keyboard..frust sbb pc is "sick"..








unfortunately, the video takes long time to upload..
never mind..xdpt la nk share with u all..(sedih)

erm..anyway, i will update about the journey of my research soon..
thanks 4 reading..=)

Thursday, July 15, 2010

pengalaman

now im little bit dizzy..letih agaknya+mengantuk..
despite of that,i found myself happy today
u know why?
rs cukup bertuah kerana so far..Allah telah permudahkan perjalananku..
syukur Alhamdulillah..

i have met a beautiful person...warm heart n very friendly..
cam dh kenal lame..kak Hana namanya..
At the first sight,talked with her in phone yesterday, i thought that she's just like me..i mean, muda lagila..dalam 20-an..
studying for her degree like i do..
we set a date which is this morning at Molek Restaurant..

tggu lam 5minit, die pon sampai..driving toyota vios..
borak punya borak...rupanya she is doing her research for phd..
wow...umur dalam 32 tahun..further phd dah..
dalam hati...rajin nya..camne la die dpt allocate masa dgn family lagi..
she has an understanding husband and two kids.both of them boys...
mse balik pon tumpang die..
berkesempatan kenal ngan boys..the eldest one is adam..and the second one...aidil.
if im not mistaken...hahah..muda2 lagi dh nyanyuk.

so far buat research td,ok..berinterview ngan Pn.Rahimah..
alhamdulillah..everything done well..tggu nk salin and type cantek-cantek ape yg direcordkn..
i will meet kak Hana next monday..she is my mentor actually..
she is now a network lecturer..also teach C programming..
then further phd in HCI..xmo pening kepala katanya..haha..
her husband also doing a phd in civil eng...solute betol la ..

lam kereta mcm2 perkara yg diborakkan..
i feel easy wif her..dr cite sal fam..kerjaya..education..
ha..one story that i can share with you is about kak Hana'a father n mother in law..
both of them berusia dalam 70-an..
but still carry notebook as a reminder what they are doing today..n the next day n forward..
mak mentua kak Hana ade degree in ******gy which is about study of the human behavior..bekas seorg pengetua ...
she is a good observer (kata kak Hana)..menakutkan..camne la kak Hana nih boleh selected for her menantu..hahah..=D
maknaNya kak Hana nih bukan calang-calang org la kan...

dalam diri nih rs timbul nk further study lg..
nk kutip ilmu n experience dr org cam kak Hana nih.
insyaAllah, i will struggle for my project this semester..
and perhaps everything good happen..
Amin....

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

epi besday kak long


Alhamdulillah..

dh berbulan lamanya tak update blog ni...
actually, today is my beloved sister's birthday....EPI BESDAY kak long yang ke-27... ;)
pejam celik cikoliq pon dh nk setaun usianya...

For mama ab :
semoga berbahagia bersama abg am n cikoliq tercinta...
chat sokmo..dimurahkan rezeki..
erm..bila lagi nedi nk dpt ank buah baru erk...??..hahha

ha...nedi ade "sesuatu" tuk kak long...jeng3..
tunggu ye.....

this semester quite challenging for me..

Ya Allah...perkasakanlah rohani dan jasmani ku...Amin...

akan ku harungi dengan tabah..
tidak akan sesekali mengalah..
walau ranjau dan duri akan ku redah...
Ya Rab...kaula jua tempatku berserah..

terkesima dibuatnya...hahahah
bila pulak aku pandai bermadah ni..
nukilan dari hati yang tulus dan murni.

life is no turning back..
wake up..
wake up..
wake up......